January 2011
30 posts
3 weeks
so i havent seen the bf in 3 weeks since the USMC has been keeping him away so i got to catch up with him on the phone and he gave me a run down on whats gonna go down in the next year which made me super depressed with anxiety!!!!! i only get him for 4 days before he deploys!!! really uncle sam this aint working out for me!!
loosing my way
im honestly loosing myself and its like watching a scary movie and knowing ur gonna get nightmares but you just let it play knowing you should turn it off but u cant keep your eyes off the screen…..im turning numb tords the world not caring about emotions i feel my heart growing colder day by day …..
please pray for me
just thinking to much
Never fall away who you are is who u are we’re liars we’re thieves we’re addicts we take our happiness for granted till we hurt ourselves or someone else we hold grudges and when faced with mistakes we reinvent our past and unfortunately our flaws catch up with us.
When it comes to men that are romantically...
"just remember what you want to be doing when...
so i honestly planed to be heathen on new years i have nothing to hide i was gonna go drink and party……..and my best friend texted me asked me what i was gonna do……(he knows me more then i think)……and changed my whole day around with just a simple phrase we all know…..but always block it out thinking “ok tomorrow ill be good but just for today ill...